I'm not sure if I am awake,
It feels like some strange sleep state...
No longer can I divide my realities from my dreams...
Yet still have no clue as to what that actually means...
Perhaps it's all just an illusion inside whats left of my head, all of it..
Or maybe none of it, instead... I'm no longer sure of what's real...
so naturally I now question everything... to cope, to deal
The only thing I've found with that are new endings...
I need to find a new beginning.
Am I a monster? Simply draped in this human skin?
I'm my own worst enemy, almost comfortable with the empty within...
I often wonder if I'm already dead...
If only I could move past all of this dread.